First off, Miss has had me work on my sissy orgasms. She has me no longer cumming like a boi and is trying to train me to cum soft as well, but that will take time… She has me practice with Her Cock shaped butt plug or a black dildo and i started to try only cumming with very minimal clit stimulation. The best way i can do it now is placing my clit in between my thumb and the tip of my index finger and vibrating my hand quickly, but ABSOLUTELY NO RUBBING. Then i have found that with my plug all the way in the best way to get a feminine fagasm is to push in on the plug rapidly and stimulate my g-spot. This makes my orgasms come from my pussy rather than my clit, which is AMAZING, but something i need to get used too … The ultimate goal is to be able to cum only from anal penetration. i am enjoying practicing this quite a bit

Oh and i have seen Kayla(str8 xdresser becoming gay sissy) talk about getting “pussy flutters” and i know exactly what she means! i have had pussy flutters for as long as i have been able to orgasm, i just haven’t known what to call them. Such a fitting phrase

Got bored tonight so i decided to take some pics!

Sooo next on the list of updates is Miss finally took me with Her strapon last night! OMG was it amazing! i had been stretching myself for awhile now, preparing for Her cock and it paid off, although i am a bit sore today lol…

She had me put the condom on Her cock with my mouth and then proceeded to suck Her off a bit. She was pleased and surprised with my cocksucking skills and enthusiasm, asking “Oh my, how many guys have you sucked off again??” to which i replied “ummm 5″ … not nearly enough!! hehe

Then She laid me on my back and spread my legs like a slut, took the lube and put it on her finger and got me nice and moist. i was already wiggling around on Her finger in anticipation, She thought that was funny and said “Um sissy, it’s only my finger!”

Finally She lifted my legs up and entered my cunt, Her cock slid in quite easily! She worked it in and out slow and first, then went all the way in and all i could do was moan. She started to work short strokes, which i like because it stimulates my gspot very nicely hehe. Miss had fun positioning my legs in different positions, like over her shoulders and then around her waist where i locked my legs and pulled her further into me! i could tell she enjoyed this because She got really into it and fucked me HARD and omg was it the greatest feeling in the world!

i felt so feminine being penetrated like that, legs spread wide and wrapped around her and getting fucked like a slut… mmm there’s nothing like it! i knew that i would be doing that quite a bit in my life(spreading my legs, that is, hehe).

i have felt so feminine all day, just had to get all dolled up tonight!

i was talking to Miss online and told Her i really needed to fill myself with Her Cock, but i didn’t have any condoms. So, Miss thought for aminute and responded with an idea… i was to goto a gas station bathroom, buy a condom and insert Her Cock in my cunt while in the bathroom. Oh and i had to wear full female attire, without a wig or makeup, so i just looked like a feminine lil sissy boi mincing to the bathroom hehehe

Miss said i could play with myself a little bit before i went, to buid up some sissy courage. So i got dressed in some really tight girly jeans, pink pointy toe shoes(no heel,sadly) , pink cami, and button up top that really accentuates my bust… and with that, i was off to the races!

i drove by a few gas stations at first and chickened out and then finally settled on a 7/11 gas station, which had an indoor bathroom that was unocked. *PHEW* didn’t have to ask for a key…

i walked into the 7/11 and avoided all eye contact from the clerk and others in the store, made my way to the bathroom and snapped a quick pic of me in the mirror… love how there is writing all over it, makes me feel kinda whorish lol!

here’s a pic of the condom machine… i chose the Arouse brand

i had brought the cockshaped plug and some lube in with me and opened the condom, covered Her Cock, lubed it up and in it went! Ooooh my did i feel dirty! i pulled my panties and pants up and looked at myself in the mirror again… Gosh i can’t believe i’m doing this! i mean, just a few months ago i was wearing boxers, still had all my body hair and tried to be tough and flirt with girls… now i wear panties all the time, am completely smooth and sashay around hoping to attract men! No real man would be wearing these clothes and in a gas station bathroom where he just stuck a cockshaped buttplug in his bum! These feelings overwhelmed me, but in agood way, i felt very confident in who i was! i walked out of the bathroom with my head up, waiting for people to see me mince out of the bathroom. i felt so wonderfully feminine, my walk and movements immediately changed to fluid femininity… i am sure the attendant was thinking “what a fag” as i swayed my hips out the door

Well, the MAC makeup demo/play party was a success! i ended up going to Misses house right after work and got showered and shaved and had all my clothes with me, so was able to  change into some tight jeans and cute tight tshirt. We arrived at the club early and got to hang out with the other sissies and Dommes that were there, while we anxiously awaited to arrival of the vanilla MAC consultants. When they finally got there and setup, we all filtered in and took our seats and you could tell they just thought the sight of all of us sissies was HILARIOUS. They had a lot of fun showing us how to put our makeup on and make us girly, while all the Dommes sat to the side and chatted with eachother, commenting on all of us…

we finished with the makeup demo and we all looked rather ravashing! Miss wanted to get jessie and i all dressed up, so we went into the bathroom and i put on my pink corset, pink negligie, and silver stripper heels that wrapped up my calves. i was so nervous walking out of the bathroom as not many people have seen me that exposed, let a lone a room full of Dommes! Needless to say, i felt very exposed and fem standing there like a slut!

Miss brought me into the dungeon and we casually watched the other stuff going down, then She asked where i would like Her to put Her cock in me at… so i chose the horse, so i could straddle it and rub my clit on it while i get filled up! Miss thought this was funny and decided to put clothespins on my bits while she filled me up, so it wasn’t all sissy pleasure for me! After She spanked and filled me, i got up and She guided me to the cross where i was told to strip and strip i did! Miss then said She had something for me to wear and brought out a pink ribbon that she tied around my bits in a pretty bow lol! i looked down on my feminine body to my little clit and bits tied in a lil pink bow and felt so emasculated, it was so reaffirming of my sissy status… while i felt humiliated, i also felt very comfortable, i knew my place.

i was turned around to face the cross, while my hands and feet were bound in pink straps(that matched my toenail polish hehe) and then chained to the cross. What came next was a barrage of spankings from different objects, a cockshaped gag, teasing of my clit, nipple clamps and plenty of humiliation that is good for a sissy like me!

Finally, Miss released me from the cross… i was practically in tears, i probably should have just let them flow, that would have been more sissylike lol. She then brought me to the couch and comforted me and caressed my femme body…

Overall, my first experience at a BDSM club was excellent! i am definitely an exhibitionist and crave humiliation, as Miss kept telling me about all the people that were watching, that will definitely put a sissy in her place!